I’ll try to keep this as short as possible but please bare with me on this because the whole story works together. Kinda like some movies, you have to see from the beginning or you don’t understand the full concept.

First of all I was brought up with Christian beliefs from my childhood and was always told about Jesus, GOD and like many just grow up believing in GOD because of upbringing. You never had proof but your parents raised you to believe it so you did. Well that was my case. My family never went to Church but had fellowships with many friends and on Sunday’s a show use to come on TV called REX HUMBARD.

I was about 7 or 8 and one REX HUMBARD Sunday morning, I remember these words like it was yesterday. REX said “In 1987 or 1988 your children will sing through psalms and prophesize”. I was under my blanket that morning and I don’t remember anything else from that show. But for some reason that stood out and was highlighted from that point on. Everyday for the next 11 years roughly those words were a part of my life and I didn’t understand why. I knew there was an importance but that was all I knew.

By the time I was about 16 I started getting feelings about music that other people didn’t seem to connect with and I wasn’t sure what these feeling were. This was probably the beginning stages of my unconscious knowing something was coming. Over the next 3 years I just blended in with the crowd and grew use to the music in the same way everyone else heard it. Still knowing something was there.

By this time of my life I was developing questions, (as I always had) but not as intense. Questions like, I know there is a GOD, my parents wouldn’t have told me so, so when will you let me know? My Faith was so strong on the subject I just excepted the fact and knew that he exist’s. The main question I carried with me though was about the Rex Humbard happening at 7 or 8. I knew in due time I would be shown, but the question still existed. Why Have you made this statement such a part of my life and when will I know exactly what it means? I had no clue what it meant.

For a long time I was afraid to even talk to anyone about GOD I think because I thought they’d think less of me or laugh at me. Because of this thought I developed a guilty but sorrowful conscious to GOD and always asked for forgiveness from the bottom of my heart because I knew I shouldn’t feel that way.

I remember a lot of times GOD, Jesus was the conversation and I just listened and a couple of those times I started getting chills up my spine like when I first did at 7 or 8. It was an awesome feeling that you wanted to feel more of but it just seemed to come and go. So in my teens I had these types of experiences that were a type of confirmation that GOD is real. But I was still afraid to talk about the subject.

By 19 I had a friend (Terry) that I knew for about 3 years and finally one day asked him if he believed in GOD? That was one of the hardest things I had ever done. By the time I got the words out I could feel a weight come off my whole life and the subject grew strong. A few Good sensations with the chills but even stronger now. So this friendship grew strong and we did a lot of things together like brothers.

So I’m 19 now and one day I told Terry after a rain, did you notice how that rain seemed to stir up all this evil around town? For some reason it did, people were all about hate everywhere you went for about a week. Terry agreed. So everyone I knew I started telling this to and everyone agreed that I was right about the rain. During all this there is a Spiritual movement developing all around and I was drinking it all in.

I was starting to become very aware of all my senses and surroundings more than usual. I knew something was starting to happen. Terry, myself and my sisters started reading the Bible through this movement, everyone seemed to be having a hard time understanding it but me. I felt like I was part of it. The feeling kept getting stronger when we hit subjects of truth whether in the Bible or not. We were all sharing these feelings and knew it was the spirit that was flowing through us. This went on for about a week.

2 weeks had passed since the rain but it was still a topic and the Bible was starting to get very interesting to me. I would be given questions within me and the next thing you know it was like GOD opened the Bible and poured whole paragraphs into my soul that just fill the void where the question existed. In other words, the words came to Spiritual life and knew exactly what I needed and filled me with such an understanding that is almost unexplainable. Pure Love, unconditional is about the closest I think I can get. I didn’t read like normal any more, looking at each word to complete a sentance, the whole paragraph rose out of the Bible and went into me.

So now It’s about 3 weeks after the rain and these feelings are starting to get stronger and stronger. It happened to be Easter weekend and The Bible movie came on TV. I watched it with an interest I never had before and when I connected to Jesus through that movie and understood what he went through and felt his pain all I could do was cry. This man is innocent and just trying to share his Love with the World and these people are killing him. I had so much anger, Love, sadness pretty much every emotion you could think of go through me at that time, it was intense. Remember I am Spiritually alive by this time and at a level I wish we all could achieve. This just took me to the next level because the Lord felt how genuine I was from the depths most men never reach.

The Bible was completely alive now, everything was pouring into my soul lifting me higher and higher. I open the Bible and the sentence that poured into me this time said,”I caused it to rain on the earth for 3 days and 3 nights for it was nearly 3 months to the harvest”. It was the first time I didn’t understand what was being told to me and all I could do was put the Bible down and think about that sentence all night. What is the Harvest? That was all I could think of.

The next morning comes and my sister is in the living room reading the Bible and I’m still thinking about what is the harvest. Tracey, My sister says, whoa Ben look at this. She didn’t know anything about what I read the night before, no one did. She wanted to show me something else in there but when I looked a Sentence jumped into me (as they had been) that said,”the harvest is the end of the world”. I thought I was flying high before but this time my soul exited my body and for the next 3 months approximately I had an out of body experience of pure Love and understanding that like I said before, just unexplainable. I didn’t see through my eyes anymore, it was like I seen the world through GODS eyes.

This is when the music came to life and I was told about the experience I had when I was 7 or 8 singing through psalms and prophesizing. At first all I could think was, why me? Why did you choose me? I cried tears of joy and gratefulness to him every moment of every day and the more I did, the more he gave me understanding and once the music was shown to me I entered another dimension. At least that’s how it felt. The world around me no matter where I went was beauty, pure, and unlike the way I have ever seen it before. Colors were beyond colors, everything was illuminated into a Spiritual form and I seen it’s beauty for what it really is. This beauty is not visible to Humans because you have to be in Spiritual form to recognize it. The only way it is visible to us is to achieve what The Lord shared with me and obviously it is possible if we follow his guidance.

If we could all live at this level there would be no more WAR, HATE, CRIME or anything negative, it can’t exist within this light. This is what I have been wanting to share with the World since then and I know together we can achieve it again.

I’ll get into the Music part of it all in the detailed explanation section. If you made it this far, Thanks for reading my Testimony. There’s obviously more to this story and if you want more details you can write me or call me and I’ll tell you. I’d like to hear others Testimonies also. This is what helps lift us.